What's their problem with me?

why is is that ive to be treated like an alien? like, is it that you've considered that imma out ya league or that im just a waste to be tryin for? i just dont get it. ive been like this all my life, around nasty people, even in virtuality(fb) they f-in dont appreciate me. it hurts. what wrong did i do? i can go on and rant all day bout all these. But the real reason - im never nearin that. however much i try. i tried to talk and approach, thinkin that i was too aloof. yet nth reciprocated. i tried to put on a fun attitude thinkin that ppl are too annoyed with my negativity, but still they made no change in the way they treat me. . When im all confident about myself, i hope that there willl be some difference. but no, never there was. to see every attributes of mine going unappreciated, i feel like a loser. family and friends, they are JUST there. Nth more, nth less. they think im alright, all alone. it's purely like a curse down several years on me. what am i? who am i? i wouldnt know. but i wish i was a strong person who could bother less about others. The strength can only be either innate, or built in by their parents. as for me, neither happened.